Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Respect

is esteem for or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability.

Or a deference to a right, privilege, privileged position, or someone or something considered to have certain rights or privileges; proper acceptance or courtesy; acknowledgment: respect for a suspect's right to counsel; to show respect for the flag; respect for the elderly.


WHAT MADE YOU THINK YOU DESERVE RESPECT?

ALL YOU DO IS LET HER SUFFER.
YOU WANT RESPECT AND YOUR PRIDE.
GO KEEP THEM. I'M NOT STAYING ANY LONGER.

Monday, March 30, 2009

About Love.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him;
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
and how lucky he is to have YOU.
The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Encouragement Poem.

PERSEVERANCE

Lord, my spirit is willing,
But my flesh is so weak;
God, every day I cry out to you,
Yet I don’t hear you speak.

I’ve been beaten so many times.
You know what I’ve been through;
I can’t overcome this giant.
Yet it’s the only thing I must do.

I fought this trial too many times.
I used all the strength in me;
Yet I lost in every battle,
And once again I’m not free.

Lord, I’m tempted to just call it quits,
And lay here on the ground;
I will let the giant win again.
I have fought too many rounds.

As I am now at my lowest,
Tears flow down my cheeks;
I cry out to God again,
“Jesus, I am just too weak!”

Suddenly I felt my body
Being lifted up by my Lord;
He helped me back on my feet,
And said, “Lets do this once more.”

I stood up to that giant,
And fought as hard as I could;
He used old tactics to make me give up.
Yet he only thought I would.

I was determined to not back down.
I had been here long enough;
It’s not the number of times I get hit.
It’s the number of times I get up.

Jennifer Kulp

God is faithful. This poem came so timely.

Let Him.

I won’t ask why I cry today,
It must be the treason.
I won’t ask why I feel sad today,
It must be the season.
I won’t ask why I hurt today,
God must have a reason.

Time.

Tick tick tick tick..

Every second passes by, my mind is still blank.
There are many things waiting for me to do but I have no strength.

The Lord is my strength but my heart is not with me.
What is important and what is not.
How can one be definite?

Something of importance to one may not be of another.
Distractions Decisions.
Oh there are so many!

What is important and what is not.
Do I know or do I not?

Christmas Decos.






I know I know! Christmas is still a looooooong way. But I came across these pictures Loba sent me ages ago. Its really nice(:(: this was at suntec city by the way. ^-^

Friday, March 27, 2009

Good Samaritan.

I met one in school yesterday(:

He returned my phone. haha.
I didn't realise that it was gone until he gave it back to me..

>.<

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Letter to myself.

Dear Charmaine,

Don't Quit.

Don't quit when the tide is lowest,
For it's just about to turn;
Don't quit over doubts and questions,
For there's something you may learn.

Don't quit when the night is darkest,
For it's just a while till dawn;
Don't quit when you've run the furthest,
For the race is almost won.

Don't quit when the hill is steepest,
For your goal is almost nigh;
Don't quit for you're not a failure,
Until you fail to try.

Love,
Charmaine

Monday, March 23, 2009

Mac Cosmetics - Sugar Sweet Collection.






LOOKS YUMMY(:(:

Heavy Heart.

There are so many negative thoughts within me.
I feel heavy.

Life is so frustrating.

Thank you Lord for your faithfulness which never fails.
For you alone are great and supreme in power.
My strong tower, in the quiet and stillness, I know that you are God.
I lift my heart and soul to worship you alone.
Lord, be my desire. My heart belongs to you alone.
Unfailing love, grace and mercy. Thank you Lord for all these things.

Friday, March 20, 2009

So much for being nice.

Great. SIM card disabled by my tutee.

Being angry at her for too long is pointless.

Besides, she apologised.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

A Woman's Question

Do you know you have asked for the costliest thing
Ever made by the Hand above?
A woman's heart, and a woman's life --
And a woman's wonderful love.

Do you know you have asked for this priceless thing
As a child might ask for a toy?
Demanding what others have died to win,
With the reckless dash of a boy.

You have written my lesson of duty out;
Manlike, you have questioned me.
Now stand at the bar of my woman's soul
Until I shall question thee.

You require your mutton shall be always hot,
Your socks and shirt be whole;
I require your heart to be true as God's stars
And as pure as His heaven your soul.

You require a cook for your mutton and beef,
I require a far greater thing;
A seamstress you're wanting for socks and shirts --
I look for a man and a king.

A king for the beautiful realm called Home,
And a man that his Maker, God,
Shall look upon as He did on the first
And say: "It is very good."

I am fair and young, but the rose will fade
From my soft young cheek one day;
Will you love me then 'mid the falling leaves,
As you did 'mong the blossoms of May?

Is your heart an ocean so strong and deep,
I may launch my all on its tide?
A loving woman finds heaven or hell
On the day she becomes a bride.

I require all things that are grand and true,
All things that a man should be;
If you give this all, I will stake my life
To be all you demand of me.

If you cannot be this (a laundress and cook
You can hire and little to pay)
But a woman's heart and a woman's life
Are not to be won that way.

written by Lena Lathrop

I hope you enjoyed reading this poem(:

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Humans.

Love.

Marriage.

Divorce.

THE END.

Is this the story that everyone is looking for?

Nope.

Thank God.

Do you know what is scarier than being alone?

Being with the wrong guy/girl for the rest of your life.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Friday the Thirteen.

Are you hiding at home like I am?

(:

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Emotions.

I shocked myself.
I was talking logic and not emotions.

I was devoid of emotions.

Wow.

Thats scary.

What is your true fear?

You can try this quiz to find out yours!
Click here.

My results
What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Disappointment
 

You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.

Losing Someone
 
Being Alone
 
Looked down on
 
Commitment
 
Where Your life is Going
 
Death
 
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz


I do not fear death!(:(:(:

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Disparity.

There is great disparity in terms of wealth in this world.

I am saddened and disgusted.

Some people work so hard just to survive..
Yet others do not have to lift a finger and get what they want.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Omnia sol temperat

Ama me fideliter!
fidem meam nota;
de corde totaliter
et ex mente tota
sum praesentialiter
absens in remota.
Quisquis amat taliter,
volvitur in rota.



Love me faithfully! Mark my loyalty; completely,
in my heart and in my whole mind I am with you
though absent in a far place. Whoever loves in
this way is turned on the wheel of torture.

-Carmina Burana, Cantiousos Profanae

This is the last stanza of a love song.
I copied it in one of my books. Enjoy~

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Gracie's Choice.

Wow. This movie is based on a real story.

Drug addict mother. She's never sober.

The mother has like 5 children - all from different fathers.
The kids do not know who their father is. :/

Gracie is the oldest child. She decided to send her mum to jail coz` the life she's living was like hell.

Her mother did drugs and alcohol - steals welfare money to supply her addiction.

Messed up. But she (Gracie) managed to pull through!
Thank you God for keeping her strong throughout her difficult times.

I don't think I can handle this mess. Her grades were good.

Sigh.. I have such a comfortable life.

Thank you Lord for a family that is stable in my life.
Thank you for my responsible parents.
Thank you for a comforable home so that I don't have to run from places to places.
Thank you for the fixed income that I have for pocketmoney.
Thank you for the food I get to eat.
Thank you for the comfortable bed I sleep on each day.
Thank you for the education I am receiving.
Thank you for loving me and die on the cross for all my sins.

The Love of God.

Ephesians Chapter 3 Verses 17-19. King James Version.

"And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God."


God's love cannot be explained - it can only be experienced.
-taken from Our Daily Bread.