Relationship.

Relationship between humans are supposed to be heterosexual.
God made Eve to accompany Adam.

Everyone is looking for Love.
But some look for Love in the wrong places.
I think Homosexuals crave Love more than anything esle.

And perhaps the reason why homosexuals keep changing partners is because they don't feel "right" with that person [who is of the same gender]? Well, they are not intended to be like that.

Pilgrims or Nomads.

By Dr Bekker

Nomads are aimless wanderers moved by immediate needs.

Pilgrims have a destination in mind and their journey has an eternal purpose.


Like what Dr Bekker said, people nowadays want instant satisfaction.
Hmmm.. I can be quite shallow on certain things and sometimes impatient.

This world has so many things that are INSTANT. I guess this world values efficiency, which is associated with the amount of time spent. And in this world now, time=money. Thus, none of us want to wait and waste time. However, change doesn't happen overnight. Many people expect change to be immediate. I quote Dr Bekker, "Many people say to God, I want to be holy and I want it my way."

He added that God is never early. God is always there. But never early. Always there when you need Him at the right moment.

Christianity is not a 100 metre race. Christianity = Marathon. You need to master the Word of God, and take in the knowledge of God. Then you'll know the Truth and live the way you are meant to. Its a loooooooong journey.

God's Word.

When He wants to speak to you,
you need to be still to hear Him.

Follow-up on the pointers.

1. Slander - Communication of false atatements injurious to a person's reputation.

2. Lying - A false statement deliberately presented as being true.

3. Criticism - Statements made about another's actions, ways and deeds in an effort to hurt their reputation.

4. Talebearing - The practice of spreading gossip and rumours about others.

5. Insinuating - The practice of insinuating or hinting something maybe wrong in the life of another. [I'm assuming wrong = morally wrong and that affects reputation.]

6. Flattery - is saying something to a person's face that we would never behind their backs. [I suppose its like saying the dress is pretty when we don't think it is pretty. AKA Lying.]

7. Exaggeration - Stretching numbers/statistics to make things look better. [Reminds me of projects, can be at school or work.]

8. Silence - When we hear an untruth told and we remain silent, we are guilty of the "slander of silence".


Took these materials from the sermon outline.
Anyway, all has to do with dishonesty.
And I'm working really hard on my sarcasm. Argh!
It hurts ppl's feelings. Its not encouraging at all!
STOP IT LC!

HELP!

Reputation.

Today's sermon was about the 9th Commandment,
Thou shall not give false testimony against your neighbour.

Dr Corne Bekker was the speaker.

Amongst the first things that he said was that we have to "match our lives with our words."

Made me think about my actions and those words that I said. Do I practise what I believe?

Dr Corne Bekker gave me a whole new perspective on this commandment.
I always equate this commandment as telling lies is wrong. And there's always this nagging question whether white lies are acceptable. But it is more than that.

And apparently it can be linked to Reputation.
The following are linked to the 9th commandment:

1. Slandering
2. Lying
3. Criticism
4. Talebearing
5. Insinuating
6. Flattery
7. Exaggeration
8. Silence
[will elaborate more on the pointers in the next few days.]

And sarcasm is no good too. Sigh. I need to improve on that. I want to become more gentle, fair and loving. Think before I speak and only say things that are true, helpful, inspiring and kind. I want to change and be a better person.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Finally.

The battle is over!


I wanna play sims 2 again... But my pc can't make it work!
DirectX 9.0c. I installed it! But the pc says not detected?!

BOO!

):

Adultery and Love affairs.

BLOODY MEN.
Wendy Cope

Bloody men are like bloody buses.
You wait for about a year
And as soon as one approaches your stop
Two or three others appear.

You look at them flashing their indicators,
Offering you a ride.
You're trying to read the destinations,
You haven't much time to decide.

If you make a mistake, there is no turning back.
Jump off, and you'll stand there and gaze
While the cars and the taxis and lorries go by
And the minutes, the hours, the days.

Hope.

For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God.

Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.


Romans Chapter 8: verses 20-21 and 24b-25.

Lazy Bone.

Lazy bone. Have you heard of it?
I know there's the laughing bone. haha.

Anyway, I'm slacking. This is bad.
Only 3 more days to the Last paper.

Think I disappoint many of my friends.
>.<

Argh. /Slaps myself.

I will endure the next 72 hours!

Sigh.

Sichuan Earthquake. These people are brave to have survived.
I won't know what to do if I were stuck in their situation.
Probably whining till I died.

Thank You God for all these comfortable things that I have and can enjoy. Thank You for the safety of my family and friends and the house, food, bed, room, air-con, laptop, fan and clean clothes. Lord, comfort those who lost their loved ones or unable to contact their loved ones. I pray that the food supplies and help will reach every single one of the victims no matter how far or difficult the circumstances would be.

/Grieves with the families who lost their loved ones...

NUS canteen.

Argh!

SOme 30 humans did that "Freeze" thing at NUS canteen.
Sigh. I didn't get to witness it.

I HEART IRON MAN.

/SCREAMS.

IRON MAN IS THE MOVIE OF THE YEAR!
Well, at least it is for me.

GO WATCH IF YOU HAVE NOT DONE SOOOOOOOOOO

the graphics is superb.
the suit is hot.
that actor is quite hot.
its exciting.
it keeps you wanting more and more and more and more of it.



sigh. At least the movie was good.
My POA paper = DIE.

Chocolate Chip Cookies Dunked in Milk.

I woke up at 0730.
My mum kept nagging me to see doctor.
I decided to leave the house at 0800 thinking that the clinic opens at 0830.
WRONG!
It opened at 0800.
Gosh.
By the time I reached the clinic,
my queue number was 16.
There are like less than 10 humans in the clinic.
Those invisible people actually called in to make appointments.
I left the clinic only at around 1030.
Each patient before me can take like 20-30 minutes seeing the doctor.
I took less than 10 minutes.
I don't understand why they take so long to consult her.
Communication problem? Over-concerned mothers? Hmmm...

Anyway,
She gave me antibodies.
Sigh. Harmful for the body.

Next time I'll buy smaller packets of Famous Amos cookies.
I will try not to consume more than one pack... Haha.

Sick.

Muscle ache, fever, sore throat and tiredness.

If I visit the doctor,
he/she would probably say, "Rest more and drink lots of water."

Whats the point mans.
I went to buy panadol cold relief.

Math Paper.

Think I'll ace it. But I can't get 100%.

Sigh.

Need to start on my accounts.
Going shopping first!(:

Haha.

My Love.

I always enjoyed listening to this song but didn't get to see the MV.
GOSH ITS IN BLACK AND WHITE! I LIKE!

Check it Out,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shUhLVz-9D0

Mothers Day(:

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MUMMYS IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD!

WOO HOO~!

Mothers are the multi-taskers.
They are always there for you.
When we are babies, we are 110% reliant on them. [dads too.]
But as babies grow to become adults,
we become less dependent.

Or we may even be independent beings.

It is hard for them to release us from their care,
because they love us so so much.
Sometimes I think they should rest,
and let us serve them instead.

For this mothers' day, I'd want to do something special.
I want to serve all the mummy(s) that I know of.
Be a helper/maid to them for a day.

Hmmm.... I'll execute this plan after my exams.

Thank you Mummy for being you! /muacks.
I'll be a good girl(: Really lah!

Exams Fever.

YES. 2 down 3 more to go!

But my morale is running low. I can't wait to recharge on Sunday.

Funny + Weird morning.

My withdrawal symptoms are getting better.
I can stop myself from using MSN.

yay!

and my dad kinda understands that I need a break at times.

(:


oh. If you don't know, I'm an internet[msn]-addict.

BTW, THERE'S A SCANDAL ON MY FRIENDS FOR SALE APPLICATION IN FACEBOOK! THIS WILLIAM NG PERSON WHOM I DON'T KNOW, BOUGHT ME AS HIS PET. HE IS NOT APPETIZING AND LOOKS LIKE A PERV. MY FRIENDS BOUGHT ME FROM HIM TO SAVE ME BUT THAT IDIOT STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT I DON'T WANT AN OWNER LIKE HIM.

Ah wells. Thats facebook. It is just an application, right?
/laughs nervously.

I still love `em

I thought about it.

I love my parents afterall.

I want to obey.

I want to be the good girl they want me to be.

I think the only negotiation I can get is after I get my results.


My dad [and sometimes my mummy] has this problem.
He enjoys making baseless assumptions of who I am.
And then impose those assumptions on me,
not giving me a chance to explain myself!

My daddy is a MCP!!!

Perhaps last sunday was a bad hair day for him.
Like thanks ah.
Why vent it on me?
):

Argh! I'm so easily affected.

I blogged during my 10min period internet consumptions. Haha.

Conversation with Iniak.

I told Iniak, "Life's not fair, use whitening cream."
She burst out laughing...

I had to add, "Why am I so lame? Hmm.. must be the shoes."
She asked me what shoes.
I explained to her, "Oh, the shoes make me unbalanced so its as if I'm lame."
She ignored me >.<

Erms. She told me she's ignoring me.
Hmmm.. Does it count as ignoring?
Hmmm...

/in deep thought.

OKAY OKAY! I KNOW I SHOULD BE STUDYING.

Discipline.

Study is a chore.

In order to escape from it, my brain generates obstacles to hinder me.

[Copyrighted to Loba.]

In Paris with You

James Fenton


Don't talk to me of love. I've had an earful
And I get tearful when I've downed a drink or two.
I'm one of your talking wounded.
I'm a hostage. I'm maroonded.
But I'm in Paris with you.

Yes I'm angry at the way I've been bamboozled
And resentful at the mess that I've been through.
I admit I'm on the rebound
And I don't care where are we bounded.
I'm in Paris with you.


[Why do we always love someone who'd hurt us most?]

Jesus, saviour, in my life you are everything.

I have this refreshing energy.
I want to do many things for you Lord.

A burden to spread Your Word,
evangelise and save more souls.

Amongst the difficulties now,
God showed me how blessed I am.
He gently assured and comforted me that
I can carry on with His love and guidance.

Lord, you hold the future in your hands.
You know my dreams and you have a plan.
And as you light my way, I'll follow you.

'Windows without grills.

Everytime I look at the windows in my living room,
There's an uncanny feeling.

I feel the urge to jump out, out of those windows.

No I'm not suicidal.
But there's this weird feeling,
someone/something is instigating me to do so.

Its kinda scary.
Everytime I think of it,
I feel the chills down my spine.

What is Love?

God is Love.

Human love?
I don't know.